Kamis, 10 Juli 2014

Collapse

Stres melewati batas.

I can barely hold it anymore...
Why does it hurt this much...
Don't insist me to lie anymore...

I'm empty.

Selasa, 08 Juli 2014

I woke up unexpectedly at night
This voice I hear , is it my window of hope?
Or is it from the depth of my mind ?
My eyes are wide open, and yet I don' t know
Can' t find the reason to live
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
When did this happen ?
My heart is in pain and it won ' t stop
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Everything seems to be a lie
And everything keeps deceiving me
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and
wanders in my tears
The confusion weighs in again
The unstoppable voices start a diffused reflection
Can it be erased ?
Can it be killed ?
I close my eyes, but I don' t know
Can' t find a single proof that I' m living
In this transitory world
I stare into my heart becoming stained
And I ' m alone and I can' t do anything
In the pain
Feel just mad pain
Feel just mad pain
Why?
I hold dear within my ill gotten beliefs
Why?
I welcome tomorrow without understanding today
I woke up flapping my wings
The scattered agony and the reality warns and
wanders in my tears
It bloomed in the traces of my tears
Held by nothingness
In the voice that won ' t stop ringing
Deep inside the burned out truth
Is the one piece of hope

Jumat, 04 Juli 2014

I don't want to go back to those dark and cold days anymore
I choose not to fall
But the effort to stand still is too painful

krisis

本当の私はどこにきえた?
このままじあ…

私…

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Kamis, 12 Juni 2014

Because if I don't ask you to go first, you'll see me cry again... :'3

Rabu, 28 Mei 2014

Died in Agony

failed to make myself understood
failed to comprehend what you said

waiting for another dream

I died in agony You tore my heart apart
a new life fantasy I don't believe that shit
I died in agony You did it again, you did it again...



[Aku selalu salah...]

Selasa, 27 Mei 2014

Can't Breath in My Skin

I ruined everything and you left me
over and over I'm dreaming / (it's) the same nightmare
The fear resides in me / I never say No
you're right, I'm damned fool / So I blame myself for doing the same thing again and again

I took a telephone call and it was you
You started crying and said, "there's no mending our broken bonds."
I'm never gonna feel that way
I want you to know that there's no future we can't change

It blows in to my room just like we were what we used to be
in the end it's only you and me
we both know our feelings are never gonna fade away
I am sure that we are together

Everything I still remember Knowing that it's still September
Now you know that I'm still there
Just don't be scared and just hear
The things I left behind Don't pick them up/you see
Just be my side/I am still with you

Everything I still remember
It's been almost 5 months from that day I am singing so just listen to me
I know you need me
So what you are afraid of?
Just be my side/I am still with you

Out in the street, underneath the moonlight
I crawled in the dark and tried to find somebody right
For me it just wasn't enough
Everytime I feel alone, you are on my mind

I know it's the same with you
You thought you needed a break but you made a mistake
It wasn't necessary
I'm ready to wash it all away
Because
Everything I still remember Knowing that it's still October
It's good to know that you are there
I'm coming there so wait for me We can take our hands together
Don't worry about it Just be my side/I am still with you

Everything I still remember It's been almost 6 months from that day
But the memories are not fading away
We were too close to meet it was only it
Just be my side just be my side

Everything I still remember though it's already December
Now you know that I'm still there
Just don't be scared and just hear
The things I left behind Don't pick them up/you see
Just be my side/I am still with you

Everything I still remember It's been almost 8 months from that day
I am singing so just listen to me
I know you need me So what you are afraid of?
Just be my side/I am still with you

Guren

I'm sorry...
...after a while

Let me sleep by your name